heroes.

z: icic. you are one cool hero. you would rather kill your emotions to let the one you like go away with your own senior(that we all do not like)

rofl. i dont think the person being described above deserves that praise. firstly, he's totally uncool. and secondly, perhaps it was more of an inability to do anything. he may have had the intention, but seriously, he's just too screw up to do anything but rather, just leave everything as it is. but then again, that was a long time ago. he might have changed.me.
quite strange. i was playing half life today. finally got around that silly little puzzle that gave me the headache yesterday. there was this giant fan. i turned it on and it started spinning really fast. but i just didnt know what to do after that. going back the way i came from would yield nothing and maneuvering around the underparts of the giant fan would just blow me into the deep abyss where i'd fall to my death. i tried to fight the fan, guns blazing and stuff but i'd always end up getting disected by the spinning blades. i felt pissed and annoyed. then, i figured it out. i climbed up some obscure ladder in an obscure corner and i just leapt directly onto the fan. for the first few seconds, gravity took over and was plummetting toward the spinning blades. then, my descent slowed and soon i was being pushed upward by the strong wind generated by the fan. i was flying upwards. higher and higher and i saw my target, my destination. a little hole that was boarded up by some planks. yess. i was close, just a while more.
and then, i remembered something. SPLAT! my head crunched into the wood planks and then, i started falling. falling falling falling. i couldnt stop it for some reason, it was like the fan lost its power.
SCREUNCH! i get disected. lol.i feel so much like that.
i wish someone would just buy me that half life 2 goty edition. then, i'd be able to play half life source and cs source as well as own an original copy of hl2. lol. i was so close to buying it today. then i stopped short. ohwells. hope your new graphics card works brother Chaplain TheVarnus. else our pilgrimage to the adeptus mechanicus headquarters would have been in vain. but you seemed rather keen on INSERT-ing with the hod girl on the box. haha. power box! bish.

and just to be fair to the other race in Dark Crusade.


Tau ownzxzxzxz. for the GREATER GOOD! yeah! but not as much as necrons or the Emperor's finest. only a few more days left. haha.